Tuesday, September 29, 2009

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D
ngahahahaha i am secrectly using in the morning :O
cause noone is here so yeah. besides my grandma of course. and maid. but both of them doesn't know.

urgh, i have like a lil flu -.-
anyways,
what happened ytd in school ah? um um, oh yeah. i was just gonna do my maths work then suddenly *knock on the gate* then im like o.O who dat?! then i went down and its ALYSSA! i was surprise cause she wasn't allowed to come to my house >.< so then she was like DUDE YOU NOT GOING ICTL AH?! i was like o.O OH YEAHHHHHHHHHHH damn forgot lol. then she was like OMG HURRY UP then we go upstairs and she helped me pack my bag lmao XD and yeah then i got ready bla3. then i took my shoe and the shoelaces aren't in it so i asked alyssa to do one shoe then i do the other. then you know what ah? ALYSSA FAITH CLEMENT DOESNT KNOW HOW TO PUT THE SHOELACES :O ngahhahaha, seriously, she doesn't. -.- lmao okok. then eventually i had to do it lol.

then went to school, no ictl wtf?! -.- susahkan je. ishhh. so um. then bla3. aiman sebok when we were at canteen before school starts keep saying to me "im hot" as usual -.- wtvaaaaaaa he ain't hot maybe if he grew older maybe he will but khairi is hotter :D :D :D :D lol sorry. ngaahahhaa.

ok. so. bla3. bla3. bla3. um. wasn't in the mood actually =x but i lied and said i was sleepy o.o but i REALLY was sleepy but also not in the mood. ahah. lol.

um. first period was um, what? oh yeah sivik. i didnt do my maths hw kan? so i just did a lil masa sivik when teacher was writing notes on the board =x but then im like, urgh later must pass up the freakin notes. so i just copied the notes and sat next to alyssa. she was actually beggin me to come sit with her but i was just too lazy to move. XD but i eventually did. talk2. bla2.

then maths. :O i didnt pass up when teacher asked to =x so i just cepat2 do and i simply do XD we learned a new topic , POLYGONS :D hahaahaha, my maths 1 which we were suppose to do the exercise in left one page only, so i was like TEACHERRRRRRRRRRR, my maths book left this page only *shows* how ah? so she said oh, um do what you can first ah. then later buy a book, then do at home, ok? so i said okieeeeeeeeeeeee~ XD i did what she wrote on the board. but i do cacatedly cause gonna re-write mah, then alyssa came and was like, O.O OHMYGOD. im like , whaaaaaaaaaaat? im gonna re-do on my new book what. she's like oh ok. then i got bored, and started writing things like um 'khairi','khairy<3michy','muhammad khairi bin hassan<3' and my name. LMAO i was bored kayh -.- then i read the chicken soup book :D :D :D XD

then rehat. ate um, wafflesss :D then bla3. gave aiman the letter to give khairi. bla3.

then it was um BI :D anddd teacher made us change places WTF?! urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, babi laaaaaaaaaaaa. im like, so at the back wtf wtf wtf beatrice was like teacher damn sucks wei. skflsdkfdslfkdslf damn right you are. and im not even close to the freakin fan D: and im not used to the place!!!! URGHHHHH the table fucking sucks also you know. ish. babi. bongok. babo. i dont mean to talk bad about pn parimala cause i like her but GAHHH why change my place!??!?!??! SOFJSDLFJSFLSKDFLD i aso dont care if u put beatrice or alyssa away, but dont change my place la. ish muthafarka. whatever lah.

lazy blog about others lahh ishh. bloggin about that ^ made me no mood ady. ish ish ish. -.- i miss khairi bleh -.- i wish i could see him bleh -.- whatvaaaaaaaaaaa.

im so hungry now lol bye.

<3

Sunday, September 27, 2009

here i am to worship.

HI.
shuraya's open house was alright baby (;
hung out with sonia after that.

btw, TIM HUGHES IS THE BESTEST CHRISTIAN SINGER EVER!
his worship songs are like WOAH MAN.

&&

LISTEN!
but people who not christian, dont need to. XD

<3

khairi i love you <3

Saturday, September 26, 2009

hi.
i am so gila babi bored.
btwbtw baby's internet is fine now yay :D but he went out now so blah.
chatting with lovely shuraya (:
tmrw tmrw! weeeeeeee. XD

babi lahhhhhhhhhhhh, my hair is like @!(#@!)#(&@)#(@*)@#(*#(@!*3 -.-
whatever.

babybaby come back soonnnn :(
bleh.

i feel so lifeless. LOL.

tae yang's voice, is just so smooth. gah. i love him lol. his voice damn unique i tell you ;O XD
be mine T_T

lol nevermind leh, ill make khairi like tae yang >=D
i cut his hair like him >=D
make him dance like him >=D
make him sing like him >=D
make him dress liike him >=D
lmao, kidding. XD

whatever, khairi is my version of tae yang lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh right? right.
lol.

hey sexy, CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK.
lmao.

i know you want it baby, you and me hardcore, till you say no more.
rofl.

guess which song those lyrics come from :D two diff songs that i love<3 XD
which both of them sing so sexy-ly o.o
seungri & g-dragon <3

teehee.
PRAYER~ tae yang sexy<3

lolololollolololol.

this is such a pointless blog post. XD

what can i do? im so freaking bored & i miss baby , loll~

yes, the time we spent chatting today was not enuff. XD

nono anything is not enuff if i dont see him in real life T_T

ifif i spend time in real life for very very long then only i satisfied :D
actually not, cause if i can spend EVERYDAY with him then only satisfied. XD

my birthday :D gonna spend time with him<3 teehee.
7th December, COME FAST T_T

okay, bye. lalalalala. gosh lol im still bored gahhh gahhh gahhhhhh. omg , i so SO totally forgot about gossip girl which i STILL havent finish watching yet, lol. gonna watch now, bye.

<3

CHACE CRAWFORD<3
omg leh.
i feel so jealous everyone having such a great holiday.
and im like all alone and bored to death at home.
gahhhhhh!

i feel so jealous everyone can use the internet so freely, can do anything they want.
and i cant go to fuckin facebook or myspace or twitter or those kinds of website lah. & even msn cant on.

i feel so jealous everyone can text their bf's or gf's whatever with their handphone.
and my phone is being kept away from me with my parents which i do not know where is it.

i feel so jealous everyone can go out.
and im just stuck at home.

i should just rot in my house -___________________-

such joy right?! no freedom at all :D and no contacting my friends too :D awesomeness kan :D

FUCK not. its so fucking miserable like wtfj0!&(!#)&!(##(*@!)(#!#(8 GAH.
and im thirteen, ok actually twelve cause birthday havent pass yet but at this age, atleast give some freedom or something?! GAH. all this is happening just because of THAT day. KSJFSKFJLFKJDSKFSJDFDSKFSFLDS)(2&#9@&#(@!&)#(!*#!@#.
why am i so fucking stupid and made that decision!?!?!?!??! GOSHHHH muthaeffing ajsfdjsfkdfksjfalskfj3048320493284sfsf.
and like, some parents dont care aso, if the kid wanna go out or some shit butbtub gah omg okhsfksjdfdskjfsdklfjdsfk i dont even know what im saying wtf ahkdfskfjsfkdsjfkdsfjdslfakuor20w3.

i wish i am a boy. lol.

birthday birthday please come fast T______________T
haiz, just 3 more months, okay.
yes, only on my birthday i get freedom , says my mum. ish.
muthaEFFING throat EFFING hurts like FUCK.


excuse my language, it just hurts like hell.

ARGHLKSDJF;LDIFLDSFLDS )@(&@ !)#@(#_!*#@)*#_!#)(@

and i am not in the mood now -_- lol wtf.
i think not enuff sleep ;O

KHAIRI COME BACK FASTTTTTTTTTT SJODFLKDSFLKFS
OHMYFGOSH im so boredddddddddddddddddddddd.
khairi went to his friend's open house, pfffft.
NVM, tmrw is shuraya's open house :D muahahahaha yayayayay i bet i bet we're gonna have fun teehee lol i think idk lol everyone's gonna be there so yeah ;D
and if i DO have fun, its the ONLY time i had fun this whole freaking week/holiday. wtf. lol.

school school come fast, oh gosh. nevermind, one more day, or is it two? lol whatever.

babi bosan lah omfg hasdjfdjfl sfkslfkas i can just die.

haiz. one more hour till he comes back. okayh.
lalalalalalala.

BORING GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

okay. bye. gah. bored. gah. bye.

<3

Friday, September 25, 2009



DONG YOUNG BAE YOU SEXY THINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

STOP KILLING ME WITH YOUR SEXY-NESS BABY T_T

yes i call tae yang baby SO WHAT bleh :P
ngahahahha
but of course my one and only baby is MUHAMMAD KHAIRI BIN HASSAN ngeheheh lol ok.

LOOK AT THOSE PACKS OMGGGGGG LOOK AT HIS UNDERWEAR/BOXERS WTV OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HIS BODY OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HIS OMGGGGGGGGGGGG I WANT TO RAPE HIM OMGGGGGGGG T_T
i want to make love with him o.o NGAHAHHAAHAH lol jk.


TAE YANG THE SEX GOD<3
OH YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

guess what ? shuraya and i made up (: we're friends again! yay :)
i missed you girlllllllllllllllllllllllllll. (;

she's got a new boyfieeeeee -.^ NGEHEHEHHEE. hahaha.
and if u dont know who im talking about, her name is Nur Ain Shuraya binti Nassir Rogers. We used to be so very close until something happen and we stopped contacting o.o XD
so now, we're chatting (: but she went off now, lol, but will be on9 tonight, yay (:

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ LOL.
i miss khairyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy urgh. lol. nvm. YOU CAN TAHAN MICHELLE YOU CAN.
T_________________________________________________T
i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

lalalalala
<3

p/s: I CAN PLAY THE INTRO OF HARU HARU-BIG BANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3


the lyrics in the video :D and below lol. its just this song is like how i feel :D ngahaha LISTEN!


I know that my love for you is real
Its something true that we do just something natural that I feel
When you walk in the room when your near
I feel my heart skip a beat the whole world dissapear

And there's just you and me
Falling head over feet
Let's take a chance together

I know I know I know I know we're gonna make it
cause no one else can make me feel the way that you do, i promise you
I know I know I know I know we're gonna get there
Today tomorrow and forever we will stay true, i promise you

They say that we're just too young to know
But im sure heart and soul that i am never letting you go
When its right its right and this iS it
cause im walking on air every single time that we kiss
You make the angel sing
You give that somberings
You make everything better

I know i know i know i know we're gonna make it
cause no one else can make me feel the way that you do, i promise you
I know i know i know i know we're gonna get there
Today tomorrow and forever we will stay true, i promise you

I'll never let you down
I;ll always hear you out
There is nothing you can not confide
You listen when i speak
You make my knees go weak
And i just wnat you by my side


I know i know i know i know we're gonna make it
Cause no one else can make me feel the way that you do, i promise you
I know i know i know i know we're gonna get there
Today tomorrow and forever we will stay true, i promise you

We're gonna make it,i promise you yeah yeah yeah
I promise you
I promise you
I promise you
HALOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
i woke up 11am today. ngahahahaha. lol.

btwbtw PEOPLES YOU SO GOTTA LISTEN TO G-DRAGON'S WHOLE ALBUM, HEARTBREAKER! IF YOU DONT YOU SUCK. lol. seriously, its so awesome, and like i am addicted to almost ALL of the songs. XD G-Dragon i love you you so sexy :D LOL. with ur hair ;D ngahahahahha. I SHALL SEE YOU ON TV ON 5.40PM TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEE AND HE'S GONNA BE ALL SEXY ON TV WHILE SINGING ALL SEXY AGAIN LIKE THAT DAY! teehee~

did i tell you that big bang is so sexy? lol~ seungri *drools* tae yang *drools* g-dragon*drools* top*drools* dae sung *drools* ohmygod everyone so sexy lol sorry excuse me ehehehehehhe too many sexy words XD khairi also sexy *drools* omg stop it lol OK CHANGE OF SUBJECT.

um. what ah? um. OH YEAH, ytd since i bored kan, i made a lyric video of Selena Gomez & The Scene-I Promise You. AWESOME SONG WEYH. but its uploading now on youtube, farking slow wei. XD nvm be patient. XD

ah ah ah ah~ lol sorry its in sunset glow - big bang XD
boring laaaaaaa aiyo im gonna make more lyric videos LOL to kill boredom muahahaha.

OMG DAE SUNG'S VOICE<3 lol sorry o.o
this is what big bang can do to you o.o XD

wtf man idiotic people (guys) on myspace keep IM-ing me -.- the myspace IM thing is so farking lame weyh. so stupid lol i hate it. XD

haaaa wth aizzal just commented me saying "khairy is so hot! haha." o.o LMAO i know my boyfriend is hot :D HHAHAHAHAHHA. cheh. XD

OH YEAH I TOTALLY FORGOT since my wonderful fantastic awesome DAD *sarcasm* made me move my lappy upstairs, no privacy tau. ishhhh bodoh. but atleast i still can use msn but if anyone comes i have to close it -.- ish babi. anyway, so i search up big bang piano tutorials. i wanna learn Make Love by Tae Yang SO SO BAD but there are no tutorials for that yet -.- babi, nvm sabar. so i learned Lies by Big Bang :D:D:D:D WEEEEEEEEEEEE. and lollipop, the intro only, LOL. weeee soon i can play lies full then yayayayayayy :D but its so hard lol. gotta practice ;D

kk enuff laaaa byebye.

P/S: TAE YANG IS SO SEXY I WANT TO F**K HIM! (;

<3

Thursday, September 24, 2009










lol i was bored to death and had nothing to do, and baby wasn't on so, yeah. HAHAHAHA. im so retarded. XD lalalallaalalalalla. i feel like taking more, but i feel like someone's just gonna pass by and see and be all ZOMGZ WATTAFAK ARE YOU DOING MICHELLE?! *faints* and then i would die in embarrasement. lol. but only family kan? oh well wtva.

byebye chickas.

listen to the song ------>

It's all about you, my Butterfly
Every time I come close to you
(every time I'm kissing you)
Feel like I'm gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

Unintentionally, I look the sky like
It looks similar to when you smile
Specifically your dazzling [smile] baby
My day consists of our romantic drama
Make me cry and smile no no no

I can't sleep, I call your name
I turn my head shyly (no matter what)
I like it this much
I rarely stop walking

Every time I come close to you
(every time I'm kissing you)
Feel like I'm gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

Beautiful girl

Unintentionally, I look at the ground like
I flutter so much at your 3 lettered name baby
I'll heal your one small wounds
My love is you

Like a butterfly
You look for a flower, flutter around like a child
Your innocent eyes have a smile
Your body moves like the sky, the sky
Your eyes glimmer, glimmer
I've become like this
(You're the only one girl)

Every time I come close to you
(every time I'm kissing you)
Feel like I'm gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

I'll promise the things I promise
We missed each other, and it makes me worry
Just to know the game it's all the same
What, it's this confusing
Though you can't trust guys
Love can be forever
Why do you push and pull
Can't act any more honest

Look at my eyes
You see my eyes
You see my lips
Listen to my heart
If you're listening answer me
Kiss me on the cheek
My memories
Yes my heart
Yes that be all I say
If our lovingness continues a lot
Then we'll never break up, trust me
I'll make love to you

Every time I come close to you
(every time I'm kissing you)
Feel like I'm gonna dream every time
( I get butterly)

Ye you're special to me
Your turn
La la la la la la la
Yeah my butterfly
hi.
i am feeling so messed up. o.O
BUT ANYWAY, life's too short to be sad right? :D :D :D

SOSOSSOSOSOSOSO, wazzup peoples?! :D
hmhm yesterday i couldn't online cause mum said i can't. XD so i just read eclipse then habis then read breaking dawn, the sex parts, yes i only find that part interesting. HAHAHA kidding lol i read others too, actually to be honest i skipped jacob's part of the book, LOL. so now im gonna read it XD then, what else?! oh yeah, watched tv. it was so blah nothing to watch on tv also. ya know, the song you belong with me by taylor swift also reminds me of khairi o.O lol. no surprise by daughtry also o.O how weird. rofl.

omgosh, the song butterfly by g-dragon & feat. someone who's name idk. ITS SO NICE, im gonna put on my blog. muahahaha. lol.

everytimeeee i come close to you~~~~
feel like im gonna dream everytime~~~

<3
p/s: check below and see what time i woke up ;D

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

hey, just finished chatting with my ex-primary school teacher, En. Ishak, on myspace.
man, i didn't realized how much i missed him. he was a really cool teacher ya know (:
even though he may be very strict at times, but he's still awesome.
haha he's pretty funny too. if you wanna, you could read my comments and see. HAHAHAH. maybe you wont get to see what i commented him, unless ur smart enuff to know the 'trick' to read other ppl's comments when its not visable on the profile. :P
gosh, i miss him lah. gah. cant wait to see him (:
someday la, someday. :)

now he's gone to sleep, ahahhahah. well im off to bed too, byebye. 1am now, sigh, time passes so fast. XD

i miss you, baby boy :( i missmissmiss you. GAH, why did my phone kena rampas by parents, bleh. sob :( i love you muhammad khairi bin hassan (: always & forever, ngahahahha.

<3

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

urgh, whatever lah you.
no freaking privacy at home.
eff you.

BLAH!

------------------------

im not sure if i can go blog tonight, so ill blog now.

gahhh im so tireddddd. my eyes are like -.- , seriously. XD

well anyway, went Parade today. bought a book. searched for k-pop mag. couldnt understand a word cause its in chinese. went window shopping at rock corner & speedy. lol. saw big bang cd the mini album 1 & 2 in speedy. both shops got alot of DBSK cds. bleh. no fair. got ss501 too. kim hyun joong, i think that's his name, damn comel. and um haiz i guess g-dragon's cd not yet come out yet. search both shops dont have aso. >.< NVM. i shall check back the next time i come. i hate my sister. i hate my father. i hate ok fine let me re-say it. i DISLIKE my sister & father & mother oh yay :D teehee. too lazy to explain why, so blah.

urghgahhhhhblahhhh.i hate my hair, its like so shiat. ugh.

and i finally found out the KBSWorld channel, lol. im so slow i tell you. XD

i told my mum i wanna learn korean, she was like, you should meet my trainee, she's korean. im like :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOo AWESOMENESS but only when she goes melaka then i can meet her lol.

gah. urgh. haiz. haish. hisshhh. KHAIRY I LOVE YOU gah. i love you i love you i love you i love you gah. GAH. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :(

kdsjfsdjflskflskflsdfleso2r2lj)*()@!()&#@&(!#(!@*(&@)#(!@#(*!@muthafarkaaa urgh 0(!*&#(@&#!@(#)*(#@!*#)!@(#*IFEWHKFJlfkadlkasdjakldjwoopewquewius!(@#@!)#(&@!#(!@*KDJSdcjasldjkcjcvkfjsdlfudsfkdsfkdsjfsdfueriu1@(!#*@!&#@(#*@(#*@(#*@(#.

ok. calm down michelle. SHUT THE FUCK UP.

BABO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it means stupid o.o XD

babo babo babo. BLEH.

khairyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
where are you? :(

Monday, September 21, 2009

yowyow, i am so freaking tired right now yay.
i hate watching youtube videos at night, because you won't stop watching. well for me la. haiyo, i should stop watching youtube videos at night, hmmm.

i wanna sleep but as usual, i stubborn kan, so yeah ngahahhhaha.
i was rajin today so i woke up bathe then painted my toe red colour and wrapped my twilight saga books and my new vampire book. roflmao. oh yeah and i forgot to mention that i bought a new shorts yesterday. its pretty cool :D

hmhm. now converting the videos on the right> into mp3s. ngahahaha oh man i left my mp3 cable upstairs urghhhh aiyo so lazy lah. nvm , must remember to transfer later. XD

hurmmmm. i miss baby. bleh. nvm itsokay, just a few more days (: i think. XD

well, adios.

<3
so those vids on the right>>>>
tae yang's remix of always.
and if you want to fast forward to the main reason why i put it up, go to 3:10.

I AM SO FREAKING JEALOUS LIKE HELL URGH FREAKING LUCKY GURL OMFG SHE WAS SO CLOSE TO HIM AND LOOK AT THE WAY TAE YANG IS LIKE DANCING AROUND HER OR WTV IS HE DOING OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGG IM SO JEALOUSS WEIII OMGG I WOULD JUST LIKE KISS HIM ALREADY OR LIKE RAPE HIM OMFGGGGGGGGGG URGHHH I SO JEALOUS LA BLAHH BLEHHH URGHHHHHHHHHHH :(

and the second video, i kinda like it, around the chorus part and the others, the beginning okok only. nngahahhaaha (:

STILL JEALOUS. nvm, i shall make khairi do that to me >=D MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. lol jk:P
or maybe not jk.. :O XD

off to bed now, not suppose to be online at this time actually, 2.30am+ XD

Sunday, September 20, 2009

OMG.
okay so hi. i am so tired right now. gah.
woke up late for church, so rush rush didn't have time to wash my hair, so yeah. it was kinda ew but its still okay. XD
then, had a major stomach problem, if you know what i mean, so like a few minutes before the priest close the mass, i ran out roflmao. and family followed too la, to go home, i hate using the toilet in church. XD
thenthen, mummy said she wanna go to Summit. so im like, uh okay la i follow.
so yeah, walk walk around, stop by mph first, but then mummy was like, alah later lah. so im like ok fineeee. so then we went our usual dvd shop, bought i think three dvds. i forgot what we bought. then after that, mummy decided to go cinema, so then we went up la, then my sis was like, ALAAAAAAAA you bafoon all the shows i wanna watch all 18+ why must you be here. ah pft fine sis u duwan me -_-
so anyway in the end she decided to watch G-Force, the guinea pig or hamster, wtv show. But then i saw tsunami not 18+ but then too late already, bought the tickets ady. XD
the show was okay. ahahha. XD

then, after that went to popular, i looked fer books, the book i wanted was 59+, so didnt buy that book but bought a vampire book instead, ngahahha. lol.
then after that, ate at Black Canyon Coffee. Ate fried rice. XD

then, went home, and cleaned up the hall upstairs zomg so freaking tiring weii, and like shouting was coming from EVERYWHERE, my mum, my sis and me. LOL. XD we all very tension people one, ngahahaha. so i like rearrange EVERYTHING on my table, some only la ngahaha too lazy lol so yeah, weeeeee.

i miss babyyyyyyyyyyyy. blehhhhh. :(
well hope you're having a great time at melaka. XD
lovelove you<3

<3

Saturday, September 19, 2009

hihi.
currently 3pm and missing baby.
chatting with long time friend, Erfan. I missed him.
he is totally crapping right now, lol.
and did you know he.. ahh nevermind i dont think he would like it if i say it.

i am so totally bored right now.
BTD. BORED TO DEATH.
BTFD. BORED TO FREAKING DEATH.

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i shall die right now.

*shoots self*





















HI IM BACK I ROSE FROM THE DEAD.

omfg im so boreddddddddddddddd. i want muhammad khairi bin hassan lah losers.
GIVE ME HIMMMMMMMMM. BLEHHHHHHHH.

aite. so. im gonna like, find something to do OMG I TOTALLY FORGOT I HAVENT WATCHED GOSSIP GIRL FULLY roflmao bye.

<3


OMG HE IS SO SEXY AND THE VIDEO IN THE BEGINNING TURNED ME ON FOR SOME REASONS OMFG I LOVE HIM TOO. OMG GOSHHH GAHHHHHH HE IS SO FREAKING SEXY I TELL YOU T________T LOL. omg i love everyone la goshhh LOL.

*edited* so i just finished watching the whole video, when i posted this just now i didnt watch fully yet, OMG WHEN HE OMGGGG HE IS SO SEXY AND HOT OMFGGGG I AM MELTING RIGHT NOW OMGGGG WHEN HE TOUCH HIS BODY OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGG WHEN HE TOUCH THERE AND OMFGGGGGGGGGGG GOSH WHEN HE DANCE LIKE THAT OMGGGGGGGGGG SO. SEXY. ok im done bye.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Hello. I am thinking of changing my blog skin again, im still not satisfied. LOL XD

anyways, today, hmmmm. woke up at 12pm+. i would have slept longer but grandma kept kacau-ing me to get up >.< so yeah i got up :/ i slept at like 4am smth+. with baby. ngahahha lol swt. im kinda tired now though. & grumpy. XD lol im always grumpy pft. XD

hmmmm. currently chatting with beatrice now. she is home alone, lucky biatch T____T i love being home alone, even if its at night. XD ahahhaha b is freaking out cause of the lappy keyboard. NGHAHAHAHHAHA GOOD. jk :P

aiyo, boring gila la. babi sial i downloaded the twilight movie on limewire then i try play cannot. stupid. gonna download again now -.- bodohhhhhhhhh.

gosh, my eyes are like smarting o.o maybe cause of the stupid air cond, always make my eyes watery one. XD

just now i was mad cause my mum said bring the lappy up and use it in her room, then i gave her a look then i went upstairs and suddenly ada tears. AHAHAHAHAH yeah i cry when i get angry wtf -_- i dont like it though, so stupid. XD but mostly when i grumpy 100% sure got tears come out. XD

kay laaaa, wanna go find blog skins and chat with b, she is doing the 'riao' again -____- so many times in class keep saying that weyh ahhahaha.

<3





MUAHAHAHHAHA he didnt knew i took this MUAHAHAHA i lovelove you<3

MY VERSION OF TAE YANG♥

omg, i saw this pic long time ago, i mean just about like 10+ hours ago, and NOW only i realized the pic looks abit like tae yang. and NOW only i freaking out, lol wtf?! maybe i AM slow -.-

anyway, KHAIRYYYY<3 teehee~

Thursday, September 17, 2009

1. tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine.
2. hold her hand at any moment you can.
3. kiss her on the forehead.
4. leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. when she is upset, hold her tight and don’t let her go.
6. recognize the small things; they usually mean the most.
7. call her sweetie, not baby.
8. sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
9. pick her over all the other girls you hang with.
10. write her notes [she loves them].
11. introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
12. play with her hair and if it smells good tell her.
13. pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her.
14. pick her up and act like your going to drop her and she will scream and yell let her down even though she loves it.
15. tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, okay just tell her jokes.
16. throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you miss her.
17. let her fall asleep in your arms.
18. carve your names into a tree.
19. if she’s mad, kiss her.
20. give her piggyback rides.
21. bring her flowers just because.
22. treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
23. let her take as many pictures as she wants.
24. slow dance with her even if there isn’t music playing.
25. kiss her in the rain.
26. take long walks on the beach at night with her.
27. wait outside her house in the pouring rain to surprise her when she gets home.
28. when she’s ill stay by her bedside.
29. play fight with her and let her win.
30. and most importantly if you love her, tell her.

found this in someone's blog, just wanna post this cause' i think its sweet. (:
Hey.
School was fine today. As we were walking up the stairs and going to class ady then i looked to see if Khairi was there, and he was, so i told Al to wait first cause he was there. So i went ah. Gosh, i miss him so freakannn alot weiii. But it's too bad we only like get to spend less than 10 minutes together. -__- nvm, soon la soon. Ish always got form 6 ppl pass by one pft damn annoyingg ar. XD

Then was BI. Teacher came in was all ; WHY YOU ALL SO NOISY AH?! CANNOT STAY QUIET AH?! then whole class silent. Then she went on ; I heard alot of complaints from your teachers they all say you all are very noisy. Even when teacher is in the class. and then on and on and on. Lol Al looked at me and gave the :S face. XD im like :\ Then she marah us again for not doing the exercise books properly and some crap lah. XD Then finally she stopped and gave us work to do on the textbook. XD

Thenthen BM. Pn.Nina came in but I didn't notice until Sui Kee said ; MICHELLE! im like wtf?! then he pointed at teacher then i look im like oh ops o.O lol. luckily teacher didn't notice, atleast i think so. We did this drama on the komsas book, omg damn lame weyh the story. I don't understand a freaking single thing. Then when we did the latihan all the tema and stuffs, teacher decided to read it out, how stupid -.- i like couldnt hear or understand a thing what she saying so i kept going HAH? HUH? WHAT? SAY AGAIN? lol. Then either teacher or alyssa or beatrice will tell me. XD Write on whiteboard better lah. Haiyo. Then when the malay people go pray, Qi Yi and Xian Hui(i frgt how to spell o.O) was eating FRIGGIN CHICKEN RICE. WTH. Me and Alyssa was literally drooling over it. XD then Xian Hui gave chiasew(idk how to spell) to Al. PFT -.-

Then i bought 3 currypuffs masa rehat. Then this ALYSSA kept asking for a bite of my currypuff. PFTT too bad la you didnt buy 3, she only bought 2. -.- bluek. i let her have my last one. XD

Then then IK. We had spot check. I was kinda emo cause i was missing khairi, sonia and al were like o.O wht's wrong O.o im like ...o.O nothing? XD then when the pengawases came Kiran was like molesting me o.O XD LMAO Sonia was like EEE EEEE when Kiran was checking her. LOL! Then when Al and Sonia left me, and btw Al asked me to do her maths hw -_- pft since im nice i did it for her. LOL. Then Kiran came to the class, then sat on my lap. LOL. She was kinda heavy, but i kinda liked it. HAHAHHAA.Then she was like bouncing up and down LOLLLLLLLLLLLL. Still, it hurt but i kinda liked it. HAHAHHA omg retard. XD

Then then it was maths. i was like; teacher please don't teachhhh. then teacher was like; nono only give homework to do. im like YES. XD cause wasn't in the mood to learn lah. OH YEAH before that, Al like asked me to sit on the chair, more like FORCED me, then i sat la. Then she pulled me from the back. LOL WTH? Then Beatrice go join and pull aso. LOL it was kinda fun actually. Hahahahha. Then Al sat on my lap then Beatrice TRIED pulling, but only abit can. HAHA. Then Haziqah was like; Tahu tak kalau buat macam tu bawah boleh dengar? Pn Parimala bawah tau. Then we were like :OOOOOOOOOOOOOo then stopped. XD

Then then sains. Teacher ask to go bilik peralihan. We went down, then teacher ask go back up cause got people using. -.- so beatrice was like; teacher go science lab la. then teacher thought for awhile then she said go science lab lah. XD Then, luckily, she didnt teach aso, just give a book to do then we copy into our experiment book. I didn't knew all the answers so i asked the smarty pants Amos for the answers. XD And of course la, he knew them all, duh. -.-

then masa balik ady, bell rang, we all hug each other and said selamat hari raya and happy holidays. ahhahah. (: wah, its been some time since i blog alot weyh. o.O wooo just felt like blogging. LOL. well gotta layan baby ady, i left him for some time cause wanna blog o.O but now he gone somewhere and nvr tell me cause he is not thre on the webcam -.-

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
&
HAPPY HOLIDAYS

(:
<3>
HI! i am online, as you can see, although im not suppose to be.
it's morning now, woke up at 10 smth so that i can use the lappy :D!
actually im suppose to get up early to do my housework as in study work but i am too lazy right now so bleh.

baby is sick, i think, heard from Pei Nee.
o well, get well soon baby boy<3

currently chatting with darien, but he went to bathe now. XD
so im here, typing this while my back is aching.
omgah my back hurts like eff! T.T
i nvr do anything to it alsoooo! ish.

i miss baby lahhhhh. urghdjkjslfskfdsfldsf.
nvm, im gonna be on9 at night, after i finish doing my work, and that is IF my sister let me use.
but im gonna give excuses like, tmrow's a holiday, so might as well use ma, cause holiday ma. XD
its not fair only can use friday NIGHTS,saturdays and sundays. and holidays. -_-
cruelll worldddddd.

lol back still hurts T_T aish, nvm.
ill massage myself. lol using the chair massager thingy. AHAH.
and its RED and BLACK!!! :D actually its red and grey but yeah lol swt -_-

omg, only 11am now?! GAHBLAHHHHHHHHHHH.

urgh -.- wtvaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
im so tired lol OMG STUPID FREAKING BACK )(*@!&@#)@!#(@#*@)(#@*#@

bye -.-

<3

Sunday, September 13, 2009

awh, school is tomorrow, omg gila fast la the time. ish. i am not ready for school, i havent finish my homework. gah -____________- ya know, at first i didn't really like Heartbreaker by G-Dragon but after listening to it a few times it's kinda nice o.O Ngaahahha. The song Only Look At Me by TAEYANG<3 also at first i didn't really like then i hear alot of times then addicted to it already. Haha cacat.

I don't wanna go to school!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< holidays, come fast.
btwbtw i change my blog layout, can't you see?
muahahahah awesome right? yes i know. LOL. swt.

gosh, baby so sexy lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
gosh, baby so comel lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
ish, so geram lahhhhhhhhhhhhh >.<
sayang sayang sayang<3 teehee ^^

okay lah needa go already. wanna chat with baby. tata~ NGAHAHHAHA.






um one of the pics he was fixing his hair -.- roflmao HAHAHAHA.

MUHAMMAD KHAIRI BIN HASSAN, MY VERSION OF TAE YANG. (;
mummy: why do you always show monkey face when i talk about something you dont like?

-_- oh mummy, i wonder why -_- WHAT DO YOU EXPECT, I DONT LIKE IT, I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT. ISHHH. babi sial la. everytime also mention boyfriend or guys or KHAIRI. ish. tadi when celebrating auntie bday then she go say 'boyfriend' wtf then auntie was like oh you got boyfriend nvr tell me omg woman think i would tell ah? cacated lol then i no mood ady ish -_- bodoh babi la. gosh. -_-

wtvaaa. today celebrated my uncle's bday and auntie. two different families tau. XD my whole family cam tired cause celebrated two birthday parties XD so yeah. um. blehh lazy blog lah no mood -_-

i downloaded some episodes of Gossip Girl because i have nothing better to do. Watching the first epi now while chatting with baby. Kinda nice doh :O ngahahahahah. lol. ish my family talk about me behind my back, think i cannot hear u all ah? -_- wtva lah ishhh bongok MUHAMMAD KHAIRI BIN HASSAN I LOVE YOU fullstop goodbye.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

song on repeat: Only Look At Me-Tae Yang.
makes me feel a lil better. can't wait for his new album next month.
i love you.





Sometimes i lose my breathe just thinking about you,sometimes you suffocate me. In endless fights and an endless sigh,the only place i can rest is you. Even though I stray from you, don't you ever stray from me, baby, Even though I forget about you, don't you forget me, baby. Even if I briefly meet eyes with another guy,
Only look at me.

mood spoil

yes, mood spoiled. idk why, but after mum ask me to make card fer my auntie i no mood ady. idklah why ask me pulak like wtf i dont even know how the f to do. i wan to draw but i cant find my fcking coloured papers -.- dang im swearing right now. shut up mich shut up dont swear effer aw great -_- wtva lahhhhhhhhhhh. i just simply do then -_-
idc. i no mood ok. gahhhh. -.- always-big bang on repeat, yay.

C'MON SONGS CHEER ME UP MUTHAEFF oh there i go again with the swearing -_- gosh.

wtv. -_- my stomach like wanna explode ady, fking full. OMG STOP SWEARING LA 2PO!u#(@*#)@*#!)(ifkFJLDFUDSFKU)!(@!*#@)!#&!@(#@*IKDJFKSFSKCLKSFDSF

-.- tae yang , i love you. i love you. i love you. be my husband T.T

blah. cyeah right man. wtf. nvm, he will be in my dreams.
i love him<3

ishh i feel so lazy right now argh babi sial T_________T

all i wanna do is go on youtube and watch BB all day and see tae yang and listen to music gah thats all laa babiiii i duwan do anything elsee lahhh alaaaa urghhh. why am i like this lol wtf

pmsing? -______-


my current desktop. NGAHAHAHAHHA. but its too bad i cant use it just incase my mum wants to use my lappy or anything -.- urgh damn.

SOMEONE TELL ME, WHO can be as SEXY as THAT?!?!?!?!?!??!
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TAE YANG YOUR KILLIN ME T_T




I LOVE YOU! XD

sorry, i am so inlove with him right now o.o his voice aso ohmygahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. okok enuff2. off to watch tae yang now teehee :D

TAE YANG SO SEXY I LOVE YOU

HIHI :D
it's currently 9.38am, i woke up at 8.30am. yes, believe it or not, i actually woke up early ;O BE PROUD OF ME. teehee. i couldn't sleep, cause the tv was blaring with this REALLY awesome song, but i dont know the title, as i was too lazy to get up and see. but its really nice, i forgot who sing, haish. nevermind :D aite so i'm using my mum's lappy, the dell one, i am not sure if its officially mine yet o.O but well im using it now and i like changed everything the wallpaper and other stuffs ngahahha. and im like downloading so many things cause the space is like super big. not as big as the space for PCs, buttt big enuff la :D man i love this lappy<3 although i like the hp pavillion more -.- but wtv must be grateful on what you have :D ngahahahah. im gonna like download so many videos muahahaha to kill boredom XD yay i downloaded limewire! muahahahahha awesome awesome. XD downloading hannah montana episodes i havent watch yet aso. lazy to watch thru utube lah :D

kay, wanna go see stuffs now o.O chao :D
yow. i feel much better now. idk why. ngahahaha. i think because i am chatting with khairi now (: see, i told you he will always make me happy, no matter what. bleh. he bathing now, ew smelly khairy ngehhhehe XD i love love you <3 teehee ^^

MK is forever<3

Friday, September 11, 2009

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OH MY GOD.
everything is so screwed. GAH.

my mum made me promise not to talk to older boys. i can't even have normal friends? wtf? why are you even all so happy happy?! im like dying over here and you're all OH YAY WEEEEEE?! OMG GAHHHHHH. urgh. you just don't understand. GAH. sister also. urgh. so what, i can only have friends same age as me only? like waddahell?!?!?!?!??!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH EFF YOU ALL LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MUTHAEFFINGGOD ISH ARGH URGH ARGH. FUCKING SUCK LAH.

YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW HOW IT FEELS WTF URGH YOU DONT EVEN CARE HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS ARGH I HATE YOU! I AM LIKE TORNED APART AND YOU JUST KEEP GOING ON AND ON ABOUT STUFFS AND KEEP MENTIONING KHAIRI WHEN YOU SAID I CANT TALK TO HIM ANYMORE. SO WHY MUST YOU KEEP MENTIONING HIM IN WHATEVER I SAY?! WHATEVER I HAVE ALSO SURE MENTION KHAIRI'S NAME. LIKE WHAT. THE. FUCK. EVERYTHING ALSO ALWAYS SAY SOMETHING ABOUT ME OR KHAIRI. GOSH! WTF!!!!!!!!! CAN YOU JUST LIKE, DROP IT?! ALREADY I CANT SEE HIM, CONTACT HIM OR EVEN FRIENDS WITH HIM AND YOU ALWAYS MENTION HIM!!!!!!!!!!! AND WHEN I LIKE DONT SMILE YOU GO, AWW WHY NOT HAPPY. WTF! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT! I CANT CONTACT THE GUY I LIKE OR EVEN LOVE AT ALL! AND YOU WANT ME TO BE HAPPY?! WHAT THE SHIT!!!! PUKIMAK LAH. YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW HOW HE MAKES ME FEEL! HE MAKES ME HAPPY! WITHOUT HIM IM NOT HAPPY AT ALL! ARGHHHH!!!! HE LISTENS WHEN I TELL STUFFS THAT'S BOTHERING THE SHIT OUT OF ME. I SHARE MY FUCKING PROBLEMS WITH HIM. HE'S ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. BUT NO, I CANT CONTACT HIM!!! BECAUSE OF YOU IM FUCKING MISERABLE! I CANT EVEN FUCKING STUDY! HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO STUDY WHEN IM ALL SAD!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? NOW WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO LISTEN, THERE'S NOONE THERE BECAUSE I CANT EVEN CONTACT MY FRIENDS BECAUSE YOU TOOK MY HANDPHONE. AND I CANT EVEN SIGN IN MSN. I CANT EVEN TALK TO ANYONE BESIDES MY FUCKING FAMILY AND MY FUCKING DOG! I KNNOW THERE'S GOD, BUT IT JUST DOESN'T MAKE ME FEEL BETTER ALRIGHT. KHAIRI IS NOT ONLY MY BOYFRIEND, BUT HE'S ALSO LIKE MY BEST FRIEND. I CANT BELIEVE YOU JUST MAKE US NOT FRIENDS! ATLEAST IF FRIENDS OKAY RIGHT! ARGH!!!!!! WHATEVER LAH. DO WHATEVER LAH MUMMY. I DONT CARE ANYMORE. JUST RUIN MY LIFE LAH. WHATEVER. I DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. WHATEVER, DON'T GIVE ME FREEDOM LAH. JUST LET ME BE ALL ALONE! JUST LET ME FUCKING ROT AT HOME! GAH!

T_____________T

Monday, September 7, 2009

I MISS KHAIRI I MISS KHAIRI I MISS KHAIRI.
today whole day never talk to him. pft.
dad la use my lappy. pft.
but now khairi went out. pft.
still grounded can't go out. pft.
evil people urgh *jealous* pft.
i wan go out pft.

im playing uno on facebook with hafiz now. HAHA damn fun weyh. playing with strangers too. LOL. ahahha hafiz is like being all friendly on the chat, some people never answer. HAHAH kesian him. YES! I FINALLY WON! YES!!! muahahahaha TOO BAD HAFIZ TOO BAD. MUAHAHHAHAHAHA. people should be more friendly. haiya. ahahaha.

gonna go now and keep playing, CHAOOOOZZZ.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

i am so bored right now. i bet 100% baby is sleeping now. Pft. Itsokay, he's pretty tired anyway, considering how many times he yawned today. I yawned quite a few times too actually, but im still awake, ngahahaha. I don't feel like sleeping yet. So, i used to hate piano, but now i soso love it. When mummy has money she's gonna take me fer piano lessons , to learn songs by ear, i think. Yay! :D I envy people who can play the piano songs by listening by ear -_- Nevermind, soon la soon. :D

people, you guys so gotta listen to Demi Lovato's Catch Me. It's so nice. I'm currently addicted to that too, besides Big Bang's Always. OH, you know what? My mum's boss bought my mum a blackberry AND a HP Pavillion(i think) laptop. Like what the hell? Freaking lucky lah. Now my mum has TWO FRIGGIN LAPTOPS PLUS A BLACKBERRY! Damn girl damn. But my mummy said i can use her HP laptop to play games, cause she said got cool games in it. So muahahahah i shall play games and go online MUAHAHAH. lol i am evil. Well gotta go now, wanna read blogs.

<3
getting a guy to say just two simple words, "you're beautiful", would so totally make my day. the word 'beautiful' just makes me all idk mushy and stuffs. idk o.o LOL im so weird. ohmygoshhhh, i love my lappy. muahahah i never thought i'd say it but i do! eventhough sometimes it may be a pain in the arse XD and i also love that guy, ngehehehehe. that guyyyy gosh that guyy is soooooo purrrfectooo i tell you. its like i seriously dont deserve him man o.o he is just so SO freaking SWEET and NICE and OMG. gosh, i love him so so much... and he's not worth letting go, so imma keep him forever teehee ^^ and its like, i don't want him to be someone else's. like if we break up kan, i dont want him to be with someone else but me. Haha omg what the hell michelle your being so selfish. but seriously, i just want him to be mine, just mine. idk. its like i don't want to let him go, i just wanna like keep him in my arms tightly and like never letting go even if he become uncomfortable. i would so seriously do that. he's just gahhhhh like soo um too good for me? idk. but blah. im still keeping him. tightly in my heart. AHAHAH omg so cheesy. whatevaaaaa. oh gosh im so hungry right now baby went to buka puasa and DINNER IS NOT READY YET. nvm, do like what i told him, sabar. SO MICHY, SABAR. so hungry lah aiya. nvm be patient. hey, its been a while since i properly blog right? ahah. i miss blogging. and for some reason right now i feel like blogging, im in the blogging mode. ahaha. after im done grounded, im gonna unprivate my blog. the only reason im privating it cause just incase my sis might read it, then go tell on me for blogging cause i think im not suppose to be blogging so yeah. i wanta stay with him forever. weeeee~ if anyone of you dont know who im talking about omg you're so blur dude or dudette O.O
bahahahahha bye! gonna wait patiently for dinner now.

<3
happy 3 months my love (:

i love you<3

MK is forever (:

Friday, September 4, 2009

andand im sorry beatrice, very sorry, i love you girllll (: best friends, yeah? (:
<3 you're a good friend. ;)
im sorry for hurting you, khairi. it was sooooo foolish of me and so so wrong of me. forgive me my dear :( i love you<3 and im not letting you go NOW. <3




OHMYGOD I FAILED MY SCIENCE SOBSOBSOBSOBSOB bye