um. hi. i am grounded. so um. my lappy and hp taken away for a few months. why i am grounded? because my parents um found out about me and k o.O so yeah i am not allowed to see him and stuffs... yeah.... so um.... idk ... o.o we're suppose to break up. lol. but. lol. bleh. blah. wtv. -_-
urgh. you guys just dont understandlah. GOD.

jsdlfsdlfkdsflkdslfdsklk!!!

haiz. whatever lahhh. i miss sonia. she'll come this week when she's free. yay. but we cant use my lappy. so um o.O XD we'll still have fun (:

urgh. i cant go out. gahhhh. nvm. haiz. ish. argh. urgh. -_____-

whatever lah. -______- -_________-

since i cant blog, i bought this red and black notebook to write stuffs in it, damn cool ya know the book(: express everything there since cant express here. haiz.

i love you, but i think we should...go our seperate ways.. or .. um. urgh idk. mum said i'll get over this feeling soon, of missing you, but GAHHHH i dont think i can. or can i? -____- haiz idk la khairi. ur not online now. haiz. so i'll just um.. lol i dont even know what im saying. gah. khairi. come online. :( sdkjfsdlskflsdkfdsklsf. soniaaa come back from wherever you are nowwwwwwww :( or someone T____T. sjflsfldkfsfd. i cant even online MSN!!! but i am secretly doing it o.O XD but i appearing offline. lol. gah. skdlfkslfsdfkldfdsfs.

im so stupid -_____- so so stupid -________ so so so very stupid i dont deserve to have a brain -_______-. ok. im done. just incase my sis comes and see this. BYE.