currently addicted to Always-Big Bang. listen to it (:

and my right ear is so cacat my earphone cant fit in it. -.-

i am downloading songs now. miley's new album. demi's new album. big bang's new album. ALL the songs are LOVE<3 so addicting. BTW MY MUM BOUGHT ME MY MP3!!!! RED AND BLACK YOOOO! ngahahha. ok. gotta go now .chao.

I LOVE YOU MUHAMMAD KHAIRI BIN HASSAN<3 WEEEEEEEE. MK is strong and forever(:

brian mcfadden-like only a woman can.

I wasn’t perfect
I’ve done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn’t looking for forgiveness
Wasn’t laid out by my pride
Shocked by his attention
And someone signed me up for love
I didn’t want it
And now I can’t live without it

he changed my life
he cleaned me up
he found my heart
Like only a man can
he pulls me up
When he knows I’m sad
he knows his girl
Like only a man can

he’s kind of perfect
he’s kind of everything I’m not
Yeah, he’s an angel
And it’s amazing how he’s patient
Even more at times I’m not
he’s my conscience
And who decided I’d be his
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without his


Like only a man can
And who decided I’d be his
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without his

Never say never -The Fray


There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[X2]

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[X2]

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
[X4]

And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you. (:

OMG THIS IS THE FREAKING THIRD TIME IM WRITING THIS. STUPID BLOG. THIS IS ALL FRM MY NOTEBOOK.

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haiz, i miss khairi so bad. its gonna be a long time for us to be together. haiz. nvm, just gotta sabar. god, i miss his presence,being aroundhim.i miss his touch. his smell. his eyes which i seem to just stare at. his face. his hair which i just simply love. god, he's perfect. when he calls me sweetheart,then laughs cause he knows i melt instantly when he says that -.- his poke which i hate but love. his voice when he says i love you. when he takes my hand and plays with my fingers. when he's infront of me and i stop breathing. when he pinches my cheeks and smiles his so cute smile. his sweetness that never fails to make me melt. when our bodies are pressed against each other. when he hugs me from behind. when he hugs me from infront. when i feel his heart beating, which is very fast btw. when he touched me and i touched him, if ya know what i mean. when he plays songs and just randomly sings. when i always smile randomly and he would ask 'what?' then i reply 'nothing' when i am just smiling because i feel happy. his face is like my porn. yes,khairi is MY porn, and no one else's. his whole body even penis has 'MICHELLE'S' written all over. the way he looks at me, god i just feel like im in heaven or something full of chocolates. when im with him i just feel so happy. i've never been THIS happy before. i thank god for him being in my life. its like a little girl getting loads of candy. i just cant get enough of him. i would go on and but my sis here so yeah.


FINISH.

My eyes had to adjust to your beauty
You had my poor heart beating double time
And as I pulled your body slowly to me
I could see forever in your eyes...When they met mine
I'm looking at you looking at me
And we're as happy as two can be
And you're looking at me smiling at you
I never realized how it could be
Till I looked at you looking at me
I can't believe how fast I fell for you
Love at first sight usually is blind
But just like a dream that came true
You were there right there before my eyes...And now you're mine.


lol well i was bored and was searching cute love quotes and love quotes and yeah LOL. its been a while since i've done that. XD yes, i used to search them alot when i had my lappy *teardrop* T_______T XD

urgh, khairi away now. me miss him :( sabar la michelle ish -___________-
i miss sonia zomgz i miss alyssa zomgz i miss um 1D people zomgz. XD omg i miss school NOT TEACHERS NEVER EVER but people/friends :D XD

well, chao. i loaf you people :D

i hate jealousy and sadness.
i wish those feelings nvr existed.

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*sings demi lovato's get back*
I WANNA GET BACK TO THE OLD DAYS WHEN THE PHONE RINGS AND I KNEW IT WAS YOU I WANNA GET BACK GET BACK WITH YOU.

......

i want to be that happy couple,
who loves living life,
with the partner right by its side.

i want to feel like that happy couple,
who feels that wonderful feeling,
with the partner feeling the same way.

happiness is the key to life,
i need it.

who cares if its just puppy love,
for its still love.
and its a happy thing.

Beyonce-Sweet Dreams.

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe Ill get a chance to see you
When i close my eyes
Im going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
Youre the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream am is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up youre there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me youll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
Youre the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where,
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

khairi (: this songs means alot, if you listen to it carefully, u'll understand it.

I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin
Your the one I want and Im a continue lovin
Cause your considered wifey and Im considered husband
And Im a always be there for you
And either way you look at it I aint goin no where from my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, cant no body tell her nothin
You got the kind of love that always make up after fussin
And thats what gets me closer to you

And no one knows
Why Im into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one knows, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
Thats why we'll break through

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I dont care what they do
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like, ?? that Prada
Louis bag to match with the shoes
All about knowing you Im into doing things to keep her longer
Stickin together forever, watch it grow stronger
Thats the way it has to be, everything proper
Keepin it always true

And no one knows
What Im into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
Thats why we'll break through

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I dont care what they do
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And aint no one I can compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And thats why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I dont care what they do
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

And I dont care what they say
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I dont care what they do
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you
Im gonna be with you

hello sonia and khairi, the only ones who can read my blog.
well i permanently let u both only read it, for now.

khairi,i cant be with you anymore. im sorry. we have to break up. but, still friends right? (:

<3

shit lol sis caught me using msn o.o ala, I DYING HERE ADY WITHOUT KHAIRI, JUST ONE CHANCE ASO URGHHHHHHHH. -_- BABI LAH. ISH. -.- whatever lah you.

fine. whatever. -______- i wanta run away YAY!!!!

.. run to the city of love, right khairi? (: <3

um. hi. i am grounded. so um. my lappy and hp taken away for a few months. why i am grounded? because my parents um found out about me and k o.O so yeah i am not allowed to see him and stuffs... yeah.... so um.... idk ... o.o we're suppose to break up. lol. but. lol. bleh. blah. wtv. -_-
urgh. you guys just dont understandlah. GOD.

jsdlfsdlfkdsflkdslfdsklk!!!

haiz. whatever lahhh. i miss sonia. she'll come this week when she's free. yay. but we cant use my lappy. so um o.O XD we'll still have fun (:

urgh. i cant go out. gahhhh. nvm. haiz. ish. argh. urgh. -_____-

whatever lah. -______- -_________-

since i cant blog, i bought this red and black notebook to write stuffs in it, damn cool ya know the book(: express everything there since cant express here. haiz.

i love you, but i think we should...go our seperate ways.. or .. um. urgh idk. mum said i'll get over this feeling soon, of missing you, but GAHHHH i dont think i can. or can i? -____- haiz idk la khairi. ur not online now. haiz. so i'll just um.. lol i dont even know what im saying. gah. khairi. come online. :( sdkjfsdlskflsdkfdsklsf. soniaaa come back from wherever you are nowwwwwwww :( or someone T____T. sjflsfldkfsfd. i cant even online MSN!!! but i am secretly doing it o.O XD but i appearing offline. lol. gah. skdlfkslfsdfkldfdsfs.

im so stupid -_____- so so stupid -________ so so so very stupid i dont deserve to have a brain -_______-. ok. im done. just incase my sis comes and see this. BYE.

<3

hi. am not suppose to be online, but i am because i cant stand it, without my lappy. T___T
lol got 99 notifications on fb -_______- so NOW i know what happens when you dont go on and check fb for um three days. well i just went online cos i gotta express stuffs.

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k. done. waitwait i gotta type more for something else, cant say it here.

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k. dah. enuff.

gotta eat lunch, i smell something good.

i lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove you khairi.
bye.

yow :D

today went koku, damn lazy to get up actually, but then, i am going for alyssa and khairi, so yeah, see i good friend. XD jk. man, I DONT WANNA GO TO KOKU ON SATURDAYS ANYMORE. sucks like shit, i am all alone in pandu puteri, ish -_- what we played? hide and seek. LOL. 9 ppl came today. XD so i just waited.. and waited.... for alyssa to finish but she still havent finish her KRS. so, i just hang around with rayna, alex and andrea cos they were like lepak-ing at the pondok near the basketball court, and khairi was there, so i sat with them ah. XD khairi play bball *thumbsup*. XD
but he always kena injured -_- tsk tsk. XD sooo hmm, i didnt hang out with him until around 9am smth i think?i was chasing after alex cos she was gonna steal my money -_- then i saw k with pei nee and the others and i like went away o.O cos i was um technically not layaning him cos of um smth happen last night? yea... lol when pei nee and others saw me they were like THERE and point at me XD looool~ then um.... since then we hung out ah. XD umm.. yea... then soon i dah ada mood ady so i layan him betul2 la. XD um... yeah. enuff la, x nk detial sgt. XD

wooo, look how many 'XD's XDXDXD lol wth i just did it again -_- ok enuff la. XD lol ok i did it again. ish lazy to backspace ah, biar ah. -__-

urgh, gotta, study, urgh. URGH.
URGH!!
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lollipop frm big bang and 2NE1 i think? yeah nice song man. ahahahha.
lol i still can smell him. ok bye.

HAHAHAH you know, today, got the H1N1 thing at bilik perdana, omg when the woman showing how to put the mask on the screen, it was like the hand going to touch a bra or boob , the whole room was filled with laughter ,LOL!!!! 1e,1d, and 1c. HAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY WEI. only the dirty minded laugh, the others went all blur LOL. seriously they did not get it. HAHAHAHAH OMG i still cant stop laughing whenever i think of it. HAHAHAHh okok.

school was ok. bye. not in mood. urgh. :/

yowyow, i might not on tonight cos gotta study chap 4,5,6 of sejarah and explain to my mummy later. damn. wish me luck >.<

ALYSSA FAITH CLEMENT DAH ADA MSN YOWWWWWWWWWWWW! ^^ dah maju. ahah jkjk :P
she better make facebook soon. -.- MEL ASO. -.-

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i miss alyssa. -_- cannot chat online aso cos she takes 13329482349 years so reply -_- nvm, still can sms right, duh. XD

um um ..... i just woke up, so hungryyyy. gonna eat lunch now. hehe. and have to be at school at 1.30+ , orders by alyssa and to bring the famous amos cookies. -__- XD

ishhhh, so many people on ffs damn freaking rich la. -__- i am so poor. yes khairi, i still consider you RICH. RICH!! RICHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. real life aso, pfffffffffft -.- :P:P

why big bang songs so addicting. ish. -_- you know all the songs are like on repeat? so i like keepl listening again and again and again. LOL. XD

ok, gotta eat now, stomach needs food. chao.

haizzzz, i clipped my fringe today masa sej, teacher didnt come in. then, when rehat, saw pn wan, so alyssa bring me to her then said, TEACHER LOOK, then point at my fringe and she said ; *smile* comel , bukan tak comel or something like that. lol. then, nvr scold. ahahah. lol. but, urgh ugly la. ish. but everyone say nice, wth? -_- wtv ahhaha. i still hate it. ahahha .XD but i hve to clip everday, cos or not kena kanji or wtv lol. i got last warning ady anyway. XD

today was ok. i think. idk. i dont remember much. i dont remember what happened. o.O

hmmm. lol ok dont remember. ok i wanta do hw now. meor calls me a nerd just because i do my homework in school now?! its called RAJIN LA BABI -_- ish. meor damn annoying la now. ish. but i still like him. ahahahha. as a friend i mean dont think wrongly lol.

uh. yeah.bye.

BTWBTW im a fan of big bang ahhahaha. idk why their songs are like LOVE. well only them i like, the others are like um okok only. ahahhaa. dbsk and super junior okok la.. ahahha.. but big bangggg i loveeeee!! :D

HAPPY TWO MONTHS (:

ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee k bought me teddy bear and famous amos cookies :D omg, the bear is SO FREAKING CUTE WEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! but its too bad, i have to hide it , cos my DAD would see, -_____- but when he's not around imma put is beside me, i named it khairi :D WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. lol

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i bit my nail, i was biting it, ter-bite my teeth, SAKIT.

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um. todayok. lol. um. yeah. woo. bye. XD malas blog lah.

HELLO. i am not suppose to be online, but i have an excuse, gotta do sejarah folio. MUAHAHHA.

hmmm so yesterday was okay,i think. i don't remember much. did maths my own workbook at night, ahah being rajin. XD

today, was okay too. but after rehat was kinda moody, idk why. haiz. maybe because of these two girls who told me stuffs and got me feeling um, jealous? or um, got me hating myself? idk.

well, my lips still burn, how sad. i peeled the dry blood off though. and now its like a jelly? XD aahahah. its pink. XD

urgh, pn wan i tell you, urgh. clip my hair like shit. not even covering my damn eyes?! she blind ah?! she aso clipped mei lee,pei nee, qi yi and rayna's hair. lol, man she sucks. urgh.

why do i keep having mood swings? go away lah. -_-
searched on google, yes i love googling, that must think happy things and shrug the mood swings away. so, appearently im failing at that. lol. be happy lah michyyyy (: WEEEEEEEEEE.

nah im still not that happy lol. hah, khairi left me to sleep. well he needs sleep anyway, (: i should sleep too, i havent been getting enough sleep,but as usual, i am so stubborn, weeeee. -__-

teehee. bye. :D

i have a new best friend. weeeeeeeeeeeeee(: i loaf you best friend <3 :D you know who you are lah. me no need say name :D thank you for being there for me (: and making me laugh every conversation we have, really appreciate it. ahah, loaf you muhaHAND<3 :P

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teddybear, i love you. hahahaha. and i will keep your promise as you keep yours (: i'm sorry if i've hurted you,forgive me,yeah? i wuv you very muchy :D but i loaf your other teddy more, because i loaf teddy bears. MUAAHAHAH jk la (: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ muahmuah(:

HAHAHAHAHahahahahhaa. man im so bored. im not going subang parade, DAMN! headphones :( nvm, sabar, next week. ok.

CHAOZ. AND I CANT BLOG NEXT WEEK(OR THIS WEEK WHICHEVER CONSIDERING ITS SUNDAY NOW) BECAUSE MUMMY SAY CANNOT.

hi. i am not in the mood. but i feel like blogging? o.o gah. btw im also addicted to make love-big bang the english version, although the original one is nicer. XD the voices are like... omgg its like um so smooth ? XD idk. ahhaha. but nice la. :D it makes me melt though. ahahahha.

hm. going to subang parade later again. ahaha. buy headphones, FINALLY. and also buy workbooks, terpaksa la. XD dad bagi banyak lecture so mum was like ; OK. LETS GO BUY WORK BOOKS FOR YOU LATER. AND THIS WEEK YOU HAVE TO STUDY 4,5,6 CHAPS OF SEJARAH BECAUSE LAST WEEK YOU STUDIED 1,2,3.

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fine. urgh. must be rajin. MICHY IS A GOOD GIRL. woooo ok.

HAHAHAHAHA. starberry. i was chatting with hafiz and i was suppose to type strawberry but i keep typing starberry, ahahah i didnt realized it was a new fruit until he mentioned it. LOL. so yeah, people, try the new fruit STARBERRY, when u eat it you will feel like ur in space, and you can see stars. ahahahah. cacat ah.

haiz. smth is wrong with k because of his fb status, but no he wont tell me. but itsok, i phm la. privacy right, personal stuffs. ;D

ahahha tibe2 i started talking bahasa rojak. on msn. and here. ahahhaa. wah so smart. XD

cacat lah. ahahha so now on repeat is make love XD but later imma put She Is Love pulak. ahahaha. damn. oh wait i havent listen to i gotta feeling yet. imma listen later XD

hm.














forever you my boy, forever be my world, you are the only one,the only one i'll ever need, my life is you and me. im nothing without you, im nothing without you boy, my love.

HI. hahahahaa. wow. today i woke up at 10. weeeee. then, went online. khairi not online. so i texted him. ngehehehe. lol. then he went online. weeeeee. XD and then shortly later we webcam-ed. ngehehehhe. XD lol.

ahah currently addicted to Parachute- She is Love. such a wonderful song. ngahahaha. but i tukar,
HE IS LOVE, AND HE IS ALL I NEED. ehhehehe :D

BTWBTW I WATCHED HARRY POTTER LAST NIGHT! omg awesomeness weyh :O
weeeee!! some parts scary and i got scared by my sis but WTV IT WAS GOOD (:

im going to subang parade later, gotta buy new shoe, my shoe torn out XD or worn out? wtv. XD

damn. didnt go koku today. it was the last one. how am i gonna meet khairi now? XD ahha wtv.

ha. wtv.
wtv? wtv. wtv! XD

THEY CALL HER LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE lol sorry its on repeat so many times hahahaha. damn.

I GOTTA FEELING. hahahahha sorry i really love that song too.

I WANNA TOUCH YOU man i love that soon too LOL. damn too many songs i am addicted. alot more aso. ahahahaha.

MY LIPS LIKE SUGA~ ahhahaha okok.

imma go now. NGEEEEEE.

sayang<3 =D